Who am I?

Ever felt like you were missing something?
Not something physical, or at least I don't think so, but something else, something inside?
I get days like this where i don't feel right, where I feel something is wrong, like something is missing.
I have a sense of loss.
I can not explain this. Its almost like, I miss 'home' not in 'home' as we know it, but just that feeling of wanting to go home, where ever home is?

I am surrounded by the people I want to be with yet I feel so lonely.




I look outside into the bewilderness and I feel myself wanting to run, but to where? I don't know?
And the more I think about running the more I get scared and want to stay?

I feel choked up, almost like a mourning, my heart is going through a loss that my mind is unaware of?
What does this mean?

I wonder sometimes if i will ever belong anywhere...
Maybe thats it, maybe I don't belong here....

Is it spiritual? I don't know... I don't know who I am or why I am here..
I need to find me... I think? *sighs*

Gypsy x

Home?

Well, we got it... Our new place, for now.

Awww its so nice and clean and fresh and backing off to the bush, or woods has we would call it.

There is Kangaroos that jump by every morning, sometimes in the evenings too, its such a wonderful sight.

 A nearby park, which pleases the children...

And here is the little fella, or one of them anyway...

Although we are a krillion times happier in this house. It doesn't have that homely feel about it.

Maybe because its someone elses and we are conscious of that?

Love Gypsy x

Waiting...

Waiting is not one of my good points.
Especially when its something that I really really really want.

We viewed a house, brand new one, about a month ago and with all the new paperwork we had to do, we missed out on it.
But with all the paperwork finished the property manager said we have a chance to get the next door. - which I think is much better than the original one.

Anyway, I have patiently waited now for what seems like weeks!, well, actually it is weeks!!...
The manager happened to ring me yesterday, I missed the call, he left a message, said he has  'conditionally accepted' our application and could we make an appointment to view the property as soon as possible.
Well, I was so excited!!! Rang my husband up. He rang the manager back and basically, all he needs is a declaration form signed and a he can pass on our forms to the owner!!
These houses are brand new. still building works going on around the homes. new grass, new estate.
He says he should have an answer for us before we view the property on Tuesday.
And I tell you. The days are dragging!!!
Its Friday today, if we don't hear anything from him, it will be a very long weekend.
I need to know if we 100% have the house.
Even though he says we are 99.999999 going to get the house. I still need to know!..

I will upload a photo of the house if we get the keys.
If there is no photo, there is no house.


Impatiently waiting......
Gypsy x

Super Moon

Well, I didn't get to see the Moon at its Super fatness but I do take peoples word for it that it was...big?

My sweetheart went out and took some photos for me, and I thought I would show them off for you on here.

I did play with the photos on the last two ;)

And here are a couple of photos of our sky at night in Brisbane...

I like these two pictures too, this was taken at Labrador beach..

Off to bed now, Goodnight

Gypsy x

Going Shabby Chic

I have, off and on, liked Shabby Chic...
But recently I have been liking it again....A LOT !!
And am now looking into transforming my furniture..
Here I have some lovely pictures of what I really like about Shabby Chic..It says it all.

I actually attempted the shabby chic look on my own worn out dinning chairs.
But after it was done, I said to my husband "It looks old"
He said, "Isn't that the whole point?"

So, I guess I'm more towards the Chic and less Shabby ;)

Gypsy x 

A long time absent ..

Well, it has been a long time since I last updated my blog.. Last year I believe! 2011.

I think it was after hearing my dad had passed away in the United Kingdom.
Although I rarely saw him when I lived in England, he was still my dad. I am glad I got to see him before I emigrated to Australia. Even though he probably didn't remember himself. He was drunk.
He was a drunk.

Anyway. A lot has happened within that time.
We finished off Hyacinth and went on holiday with her to Poona. Oh that is a lovely peaceful place.
We had a few trips out whilst there, went to visit a little country place Maryborough. Oh the people there were ever so friendly.
We also went to Hervey Bay. and Inskip Point, the beaches were fabulous!! We could see Frazer Island from where we settled to let the children have some beach time.
Haven't got the pictures available at the moment but when I do, I shall indeed post some up.

Also, We started our own online store. Selling New Age Products, which is something we have always had an interest in. We also kitted out the garage as a shop and had a sign outside the house, but very few people ventured inside. But the actual website did very well and still is.

So, the children have all moved up a year at school.
Which means, my babygirl also started school  :(  
Oh I did come home and cry.... I cried also at prep.
The following day, I saw another mum do the same thing, when I got outside I said 'Its heartbreaking isnt it?'
And that was the start of a new friendship with Kay. Who invited me on a dog walk with her and her friend.
The parents at the school seem pretty nice so far -
Adams had an upsetting start to the school year. He has been having panic attack type symptoms.
When to see the school principle and whilst I was explaining how Adam reacts about coming to school I started crying!!!... Felt so silly!!

The Landlord has put the rent up so we are looking into moving. Going to be expensive but its time for a change I think.

Fell out with my son Ashley, again. This time though, I am not pleased with him at all and I think we will be apart for quite some time.
I shall explain another time about this story.

I think, I have filled in all the gaps from the last blog. I hope i have anyway.
If not, I will add them in as I go along.

For now. I am done. I will post pictures and do things properly over the next few days.
I have a dinner date with a girl friend tomorrow, well its more brunch then dinner.

Goodnight for now
Gypsy x