Who am I?

Ever felt like you were missing something?
Not something physical, or at least I don't think so, but something else, something inside?
I get days like this where i don't feel right, where I feel something is wrong, like something is missing.
I have a sense of loss.
I can not explain this. Its almost like, I miss 'home' not in 'home' as we know it, but just that feeling of wanting to go home, where ever home is?

I am surrounded by the people I want to be with yet I feel so lonely.




I look outside into the bewilderness and I feel myself wanting to run, but to where? I don't know?
And the more I think about running the more I get scared and want to stay?

I feel choked up, almost like a mourning, my heart is going through a loss that my mind is unaware of?
What does this mean?

I wonder sometimes if i will ever belong anywhere...
Maybe thats it, maybe I don't belong here....

Is it spiritual? I don't know... I don't know who I am or why I am here..
I need to find me... I think? *sighs*

Gypsy x

Home?

Well, we got it... Our new place, for now.

Awww its so nice and clean and fresh and backing off to the bush, or woods has we would call it.

There is Kangaroos that jump by every morning, sometimes in the evenings too, its such a wonderful sight.

 A nearby park, which pleases the children...

And here is the little fella, or one of them anyway...

Although we are a krillion times happier in this house. It doesn't have that homely feel about it.

Maybe because its someone elses and we are conscious of that?

Love Gypsy x